First SIGN of life

We were both hesitant.. "just making sure" was my words, "ok lets do this to settle the issue once and for all".. at the back of my mind I was kind of hoping that we were wrong, kind of hoping for the negative result.. honestly until now I dont think I am ready for this.. but hey! I use to be the one telling people to look at things on its brighter side.. Now I found my self constantly saying that phrase to my self, hoping to absorb and be actually convince that there is a brighter side of this.. I may not be ready, but I will face this situation bravely..